And in the coming light of day you will see the bloodstains I have left to illuminate her face so pure, so beautiful in the light cast from shadows, of a burning house in my mind, I see her slowly decline from life with a knife unused in her hand so weak, so beautiful in the light you will never see her eyes so pure again.

Process. The Mind redefines your face. In Sequence defined in fate I wait for the day the earth burns cold in eyes never sold by wasted time. The mind redefines what you once had what you once gave to me I want to see what the future brings to see what you've become. In Dreams I see your face so pure Still innocent and new bring her back to me. I wait for the thoughts to cloud to the point where I cannot look down from the structures I've built to hide my grief without closure there will be no relief in pain I hide my shame so deep so It cannot be seen I suppress the the thoughts To the point where I cant breath. No sleep. No pain for the weak. Meek thoughts. just to seek the sane and the bleak reality that you're never coming back to me I see. That I wont sleep soundly.

I see darkness in your future. I hope you fail. I want to see you crawling. back to me. For one day I will be great and you sorry. I will rise above my pride and you will worship me I will haunt your dreams until you fear the very thought of sleep. You'll wished you'd never thought to abandon me. I was everything you wanted. I was everything you've ever dreamed to be.

I'm blind. to others. No one can see me here. I'm walking. through paths. that I once knew to be safe. All around me. the children grow and I stay the same. Trapped in my mind. I can feel them all around me. And in my pride I shunned the world The grief I harbor in me And in my fear I hid the pain in agony. I stand. All around me. The memories surmount to nothing I walk. Uncalus. Nothing to sacrifice I've never felt so compelled to destroy something inside me I've never felt so heartless I walk along these empty streets to terrify my soul In the dirt I find serenity In the dirt I find a piece of my home Not lost from where it was but lost in me In the Dirt I find my piece of mind not half from gone In the dirt I find you not far from where you belongI'm blind. to others. No one can see me here. I'm walking. through paths. that I once knew to be safe. All around me. the children grow and I stay the same. Trapped in my mind. I can feel them all around me. And in my pride I shunned the world The grief I harbor in me And in my fear I hid the pain in agony. I stand. All around me. The memories surmount to nothing I walk. Uncalus. Nothing to sacrifice I've never felt so compelled to destroy something inside me I've never felt so heartless I walk along these empty streets to terrify my soul In the dirt I find serenity In the dirt I find a piece of my home Not lost from where it was but lost in me In the Dirt I find my piece of mind not half from gone In the dirt I find you not far from where you belong

7 years. 7 days to see the light. 7 years. 7 days to fight for A religion that was never my own there will be no throne for 7 days to create the world 7 years to destroy everything in this pitiful existence you call a home. You'll never see my eyes. Filled with greed. Filled with fear.